Wanna

wanna do it
really wanna do it
honest
I wanna do it
it would be great
it would be good
it would mean so much
it would be fun
a learning experience
if I don't do it
what will I ever do
I never finish anything
what if I fail
fall flat on my face
what if people
laugh at me
leave me behind
turn away from me
tease me
bully me
make fun of me
why do I
think like this
too much chocolate
I wanna think
this will go away
if you kiss a mirror
with bright red lipstick
get it?