aging with myself

arguing with myself?
should you do that
when you live alone?
die trying has new meaning
life time warranty does as well
still figuring out what is
and what isn't just me
where did I come from
and why did I appear
my wonderful childhood
then the secret change called
growing up maturing
I know now how little I knew
for sure it is best not to know
how things will turn out
first age is good last age better
surprises keep us on our toes
discovering my cogs
not so much what is but what isn't
I don't care for random dislike
when my dog became my constant
and only companion discovery
and learning followed
its what I will never know
that really bothers me